True story, I suffer with Fibromyalgia, Hearth Disease, Psorarthic Arthritis and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome which is basically similar in all aspects to the Fibromyalgia. Im blessed I don’t have Diabetes as it runs in the blood line yet haven’t been so lucky as in in late 2016 I suffered a heart attack, I guess all things being said it is a curse to be sick as it is a blessing. The juxtaposition of it all, how can it be both. Life will always show you the answers to the questions you may never of asked. When I was turning from a boy to a man at my 16 year existence mark
I am an openly sick person, however to any casual onlooker never perceive me to be anything other than healthy individual. Even today the 12 July 2021 the physio suggests I look very healthy and fit. Alas if that was the case my life would be a whole lot different than it currently is. I have days of being bed ridden just because I did one day of activity or morning or evening of activity, be that cutting the grass, cleaning the office, doing the physio, going for a stroll or even trying some house cleaning, it can be a darn struggle. If there was rhyme or reason to it as to what was going to happen, you know like if A then B which would equal C. Rarely is that the case.
Being nearly half my years old already I’ve seen many cycles in my persona, some of which have served me well and other traits that haven’t. Reflection without judgement is the key to a happier thought pattern.